I am alone
Once again
Achingly tired
From the dance
Dreams softly take me
Swirling around
In the hush
Flowing like music
Over a shoreless sea
© Ann Bagnall 2021
I am alone
Once again
Achingly tired
From the dance
Dreams softly take me
Swirling around
In the hush
Flowing like music
Over a shoreless sea
© Ann Bagnall 2021
finally, spring is
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It bothers me a lot,
thinking why you will leave,
and how you had left.
It bothers me less
when I know
my future was written down,
like history.
For they’re written in
Eternity.
Behind this smilelie a million tears,pain and hardshipfor so many years.Behind this smilelies an ocean of fear,for things to comethat are not yet …
The Smile
Written by Jacob Ibrag
The man in the white suit takes a sip of his
black coffee and readjusts his glasses, ‘says here you
rejected your own parole. You hiding from something?’ Getting
permission to stand in front of the guarded window, the prisoner bows
his head and releases a deep breath. ‘This place is safe. May not have all the
amenities of a free man, but these thick walls make up for that.’ Putting his pen
down, he asks the prisoner to elaborate, ‘are you trying to say that your life is
in danger?’ Walking back towards to his chair, he grips the sides of the
steel table and slams it into the man and directly into the wall.
Falling to his knees, the prisoner puts his hands behind
his head and prays for Gods forgiveness, ‘I need
to stay here. I am the danger.’
5/9/2017 “Of course I’ll hurt you. Of course you’ll hurt me. Of course we will hurt each other. But this is the very condition of existence. To become spring, means accepting the risk of winter. To become presence, means accepting the risk of absence.” – Antoine de Saint-Exupéry Photographer Unknown
Behind the curtains
In a sterile cubicle
lays a senile man
with bony, delicate limbs
With milky eyes
starring into chilly fluorescent lights.
We stayed by this man for almost three days,
his wife must have lost count of the hours,
as she reminds him with a voice softer than a whisper,
of erstwhile memoirs and adventures.
Sleep deprivation was a small price to pay,
for people like him
so loving, good and kind,
Anyone but him deserves to die.
But who would’ve known before
that neath his jaundiced skin,
was a plague, spreading like fire,
fading his essence, making him tired.
A loquacious man,
strangled by silence.
I was walking in the corridor,
where eerie quietude echoed,
Suddenly comes a set of ragged breaths
that called me back to the unquiet room,
only to see his panicking children and collapsing wife.
The disturbing sound lasted for a while
but calmed all at once,
and we could almost hear death howling
as his essence slowly fades.
Blood throbbed heavily in my veins,
something clogged my throat,
I tried to swallow it but at the same time
a drop of saline silver
almost fell from the corner of my eye,
almost, but not quite.
Crying doesn’t help,
but maybe the sky think it does,
for that night heaven shrieks in pain,
exuding liquid melancholy.
Eternity fetched my dearest grandfather away,
and only eternity will feel my pain.
5/9/2017 “Of course I’ll hurt you. Of course you’ll hurt me. Of course we will hurt each other. But this is the very condition of existence. To become spring, means accepting the risk of winter. To become presence, means accepting the risk of absence.” – Antoine de Saint-Exupéry Photographer Unknown
Difficulty concentrating,
Insomnia and tiredness,
feelings of guilt and pessimism,
appetite loss and suicidal thoughts,
In short,
Reality overdose.