Difficulty concentrating, Insomnia and tiredness, feelings of guilt and pessimism, appetite loss and suicidal thoughts, In short, Reality overdose.
I've got two personalities, Not day and night, like Jekyll and Hyde. It's kinda funny, I like poetry, But I also enjoy comedy, and they are of two very different worlds. My friends think of me as jolly and funny, I think of myself as introspective and calm. Everybody that knows me knows only half … Continue reading Jekyll and Hyde
These few days I kept dreaming about me trying to prove something, trying to persuade people into thinking that I am right about something of insignificance. I don't do it often in real life, I just go with what everybody else think is right. I think i might have issues with self worthiness, I don't … Continue reading I have issues
I've been setting way too many goals once I've started my University life last May, I'm busy doing everything but not doing any of them well. I really have to reorganize my priorities and get my life together. Here's a tip I just found on Thomas Frank's website Step 1 Write down your first 25 goals you have … Continue reading TOO MANY INTERESTS??—Ways to narrow down goals
I feel stupid today. I feel different, not in a good way. I just wanna be normal, yet I struggle every single day to make sure everything I do is socially acceptable. I'm too scared to love, not because I fear getting hurt, but because I fear seeing disappointed faces caused by this body I feel I … Continue reading A stupid person can not Love
We open our eyes to wake up from dreams, We open our books to find them again.
Every morning I sit at the kitchen table over a tall glass of water swallowing pills. (So my heart won’t race.) (So my face won’t thaw.) (So my blood won’t mold.) (So the voices won’t scream.) (So I don’t reach for knives.) (So I keep out of the oven.) (So I eat every morsel.) (So … Continue reading Good Girl